Friday, July 9, 2010

如果有一天，你我回到从前，那么你还会选择等待吗？
maybe if you don't hesitate waiting for us .
maybe things will not had happened this way .
is my fault right ?
i believe so .

有时候我真的不知道自己到底怎么做才是最好的。因为跟不上你的脚步、因为对彼此的不了解、因为对彼此的不包容、因为对彼此的借口。已经麻木了。
你问我为什么一句话不说、要是不说话我还来看你干什么。
那么我会告诉你，因为当我爱上你的时候，因为当我拼命地想你的时候、我就一直在等。
等了很久很久、
因为从每天都会见面到久而久之才见面。再到你我机会一个星期见面不到24小时。
似乎心已经凄凉了、 很久很久。
因为当你发觉我的存在的时候、我怕我已经不是那个你想要的她、 而是已经跟你说再见的我。

不想离开，所以不说话。
不想离开，所以保持沉默。
不想离开，所以选择了不争吵。
就这样吧。简单点、也许不是不好。

想你、 已经成为嗜好了。
当想你想的睡不着的时候，已经成为了习惯。

posted by Magdalene.Kong .

Saturday, June 5, 2010

今天去你那里、 本来以为会很开心。
因为我觉得好久没见你。 我很激动。

因为想见到你。
所以很期待。

那你呢？
跟我有着同样的感觉么？

可是没想到一切又回到了那个时候、
一个拥抱、真的有那么难吗？

最终还是因为一个拥抱、
我们吵架了、

这是你要的吗？
你就真的要面子？

面子对你来说比我还重要吗？
好、 那就分开吧。


我并不是你要的那种女朋友、
因为我要的，你不喜欢。
因为你要的，我给不了。


那就分开吧。
这样你会很开心吧？

也许吧。
you said you will take care.
but you ever ?

i wonder...
you said that for real ?

posted by Magdalene.Kong .

Thursday, June 3, 2010

HAHA!

posted by Magdalene.Kong .

apparentlly i have nothing better to do and here to post some nonsense in my blog ?
it has been quite a long time that i blog.

before i post , i was trying hard to find some nice blog skins for my blog .
but the skins seems to be the same .

so i have chosen this one as my blog's skin.
ended CA1 and SA1. i have no comments on my results .

thought of my holiday will be memorable .
yeah . indeed it's memorable ?

i have been running out these days .
and this is only the begining of the holiday .

what am i suppose to do for the following days ?
shall really concentrate on my studies yeah ?

trying hard to do well by the end of this year .
hope to get the subjects i wanted .

so to strive for my goals .
yeah .

i gotta help myself and help all .
i am gonna die .

i wonder who's gonna be my first viewer of my post .
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm .





事情已經過了這麼久了。
我說不在乎那是假的、 心裏多多少少會有一些陰影叭。

侞淉莪の偂侽叐還這庅纏着莪、 伱會佷冷靜の看着莪庅？
伱の仮應會佷呯鏛庅？ 伱吥會問莪 -ゐ什庅 庅？

呵呵。 也許你會吧。
誰會知道？ 家裏人貌似覺得我是在玩玩而已。

可是没人知道我付出了多少。
我是多在乎這段感情。

不過我已經算是很幸運的了叭、
家人知道你、 並且也允許你我在一起。

呵呵、 不容易啊 ！
好好的維持一段感情不容易。

更艱難的是如何阻止之間的這些幹擾、
一直就這樣 、就這樣 愛下去。

対伱，
莪侑着佷茤佷茤の疑問。
対伱，
莪侑着佷茤佷茤の設想。
対伱，
莪侑着佷茤佷茤の豁嘫。
対伱，
洇ゐ噯着伱，所苡①佝吥濄問。


等待着慢慢の椄觸啝葙処。
莪會慢慢のㄋ繲、


洇ゐ莪噯伱。
所苡想崾哏伱恠①起、







伱明苩庅？

posted by Magdalene.Kong .

Monday, March 15, 2010

It's holiday!
march holiday.
and after how long.
tat i decided to post sth
...

i almost forget abt my password.
i wonderssssssssssssssssssss.


what am i suppose to do ?


1week holiday.
i wanna go back !
i wanna go back china!
oH.
HOLLY>
i am maddddd.
i misssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss it.
i wanna fly back to china.
i wanna go back

posted by Magdalene.Kong .

Sunday, February 14, 2010

not suprised at all.
it has been such a LONG LONG time i ever post.
i didnt even view ppl's blog..
heh~
sigh~


oh yeah,reader! HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!


14 feb 2010.

i really enjoy it .
thanks,!

posted by Magdalene.Kong .

Sunday, December 13, 2009

yes!yes!yes!yes!yes!yes!yes!yes!yes!yes!yes! crazyyyy!!!
i am going crazyy.
finally i am not gonna work anymore.
sigh~

i've finally stopped working.i guess?
seriously.i am really out dated from eveything..
ppls...


















i am sick.seriously sick.not gonna say why i got sick.
but yeah.i got fever..

actually.i thought it will be a great experience for me to work,yeah.true for tat.
the prob is.i didn't thought it will be like tat,things just dun go your way.
coz...
haiz.
the society is like tat.how can we change?

现实生活中,并不是那么的单纯与简单.
一切的一切都是那么的虚伪,对..
人是虚伪的.而且是虚伪的可怕.
大家都在伪装,貌似一切都是那么的"真实"

可是谁又会知道背后的事情呢?
我累楽,似乎很累很累.
不管是对人,还是事物...我都很难喘气.因为大家伪装的太厉害了.不知道谁是谁了..
一切都是那么的不现实...

posted by Magdalene.Kong .

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

i seriously not gonna elaborate more abt today manzxcc!
had my results back & it was a total MASS.
i really damn sad lah,i dunnoe,speechless seh.-sigh-~i shall not say anything so i shall just skip it.

hmmmm.
had the inter class competition,it was great manzxc!!!!!!
love the girls .!
thanks for doing it and working hard for it.!
heehee~
hmmmmmm
i dunnoe wat to say.
seriously.
i really envy those ppl can post under damn long xia,how do your actually memorise all the things tat happened before ahhhh?
wahhh.your brain ah.damn pro.
i dunnoe and i dun wanna type ready.
coz i am LAZY!!!!
hahahahahahahahahahahaha.

-FINALLY,I DO POST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!-

posted by Magdalene.Kong .

Saturday, October 17, 2009

i finally unlocked my blog.
hopefully i will post sth yeah?
hahahaha.

the reason for me to unlock coz ahh.i wanna change blogskin.then yeah
hahahaha

seriously hor.nowadays uhh.loadsss things happened.i cant even rmb wat it is.
hey.
hmmm..went to look for jobs with xy yesterday seh.
yeah.i am confuessed,which one should i go?
is like.so OBVIOUS tat i will go to the one with better payment lahh.
but ahh.
very far and not sure tired or not.
if tired,then i think i am able to endure it.
but... haiz.
actually there is NO BUT for me . butbutbutbutbutbutbutbutbutbutbut!..............

-SIGH-

hahaha.
anyway.yes,
i unlocked my blog.
i wanna stop right here.
coz i really lazy to blog abt my days.
it is just to tiring for me to think lahh,ppls who noe me.should noe tat I LAZY TO THINK.
hahahahahah.
yeah
bb ppl~

posted by Magdalene.Kong .

Thursday, October 15, 2009

huh/

posted by Magdalene.Kong .

Saturday, October 10, 2009

最后的一秒,就要10月11日了.
对.就这样结束了这特别的一天.10月10日.
16岁的生日.
甜蜜的生日.
我真的不会忘记.
原本是要单单以学习为主的一天,变成了这么特别.!
生日惊喜原来来的是那么迟.

早上起来打了电话给姥姥和爸爸.
听到他们的声音,我的眼泪像断了线的珍珠.从脸颊滑落.
在那一刻,我努力的控制自己的眼泪和声音.
那种想念和思念,真的让我的心,凉凉的... ...
什么我才有机会跟大家,跟你们一起过一个生日?
种种问号浮现在脑海里.. ..

原本是跟同学们庆祝的生日改变成了根妈咪出去.
出去shopping.然后吃午餐.
跟妈咪在一起的那个时候,终于-我们没吵架.呵呵~
会到家本来是要跟弟弟出去的,因为某些原因..(bro.!must get over it,dun think too much abt it,okayys?jie always here for you no matter wat.)
原来他的投入,就是让我最感动的时候.
在那一刻,你们出现在我家楼下,大家的出现,让我惊呆了,手里的蛋糕,手里那些精心制作的礼物,还有那台相机,记录着我被你们惊吓的每一秒..原本根本没有意想到的生日变得如此有意义.
彷佛一切都是那么的 戏剧化.
本以为10月10日就这么过去了,可是你们让我额外喜欢这一天.在你们的祝福下,我的眼泪掉了出来.!谢谢.!
真的很珍惜你们.!


眼泪不停的掉落,彷佛吥受任何控制,那一时,我脑海里真的什么都没有,只是被眼前的这一幕冲昏了头.!真的很谢谢你们.!
在10月10日之前大家就开始发信息祝福我,在10月10日的那一秒,我的手机的信息一直响着,电话也打了进来.大家的祝福,我心领了,!一年比一年更期待10月10日,因为只有再那一刻,梦迪都是那么被爱.呵呵.~
今天早上开始,信息也吥断的发送到我的手机..谢谢~那200多条的祝福.我记住了.!
国内的祝福,国外的祝福,我都放在心里.
帮我度过这一天.
为了庆祝这一切,大家一起看鬼~
很特别.是叭.
哈哈.
谢谢
这一天,我......那么的[幸福]
就连现在,眼泪还在流..彷佛,这样我就满足了.

posted by Magdalene.Kong .

Sunday, October 4, 2009

posted by Magdalene.Kong .

Saturday, August 22, 2009

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
WHY.!
WAT HAPPENED TO ME.!
MY LIFE..





holly shit.
why i became like this?



I NEED MORE SPACE.!
AS BIG AS IT CAN.
I JUST WANNA BE ALONE AND LISTEN TO MUSIC BY MYSELF.!
LET ME HAVE SOME PEACE.!

posted by Magdalene.Kong .

Friday, August 14, 2009

shitt..
i am feeling very sleepy!
should i sleep nw or? );
i also dunnoe.
hmm.
wait.
there is a pic of JINYI"S BIRTHDAY CAKE!

a very HAPPY BELATED BRITHDAY TO JINYI.!
hmm.
wat happened this few days?
oh ya.
i am verry tired now.!
i deleted all my smses..
then just wish everything will start all over again.!
i really hope soooo.!




jyjy (;

posted by Magdalene.Kong .

Wednesday, August 12, 2009

today had History paper.
haiz.
i wonder how n wat kind of result will i get.
wth..
i wonder xia..
haiz..

ehhh.tmr is MT.
shall just score well in tat.
shall just get top 3.
or maybe 1st?
hahahahs.
not say it is impossible if i work hard for it mahhs
haha.
shall end here.
erm.
haha.

jiayou.!
all the best to everyone. [:

posted by Magdalene.Kong .

Tuesday, August 11, 2009

HEY.
tmr will be having HISTORY exam.
sianned.
i wonder wat question will it come out.
die.!

bloody hell.!
tat stupid MS CHIA!
you dun wan us to show you attitude ,then you dun show us attitude also lah!
fcker.!you think you are FORM TEACHER of 1E2 then we scared of you is it?
if not you are OLD.we will not respect you lahh.
teacher so wat?
you have the rights to SCOLD STUDENTS W/O ANY REASON!?YOU THINK WHO YOU ARE?
FCKER.!

we dun owe you anything.
mind your own business lah.
cheebye.
even VP also dun care abt the hairstyle.you think who you are?
wanna take over the VP's place isit?
nah beh.

shut your own MOUTH!.
吥是因为怕你,是因为看你老,吥跟你计较.
明白?

posted by Magdalene.Kong .

Thursday, August 6, 2009

i miss euu.
they said tat i am stupid coz in the end.i choose to be together with eeu.]:

but i am just too over in eu.
i dunnoe why..


i shall just stop here.
sick and tired talking abt eu everytime when you have NO reply!




.




















ending here.
hopeless relationship.

i am just so far from eu.

posted by Magdalene.Kong .

Tuesday, August 4, 2009

after so long.
i realised tat i couldnt forget abt you.
currently havin another stead.
however.i really tried hard.
i really dunnoe wat to do.
i wanna forget abt you.
why is it its so hard? ):

总是那么想要忘记你.
可是总是那么 难过.

who will i run to when i am really deeply hurt?
you think i am strong?
you are absolutely WRONG.
i am really afraid.
my life w/o you.
i wonder how it can be.
wat have eu done to me?
i really dunnoe.

你的影子总是出现在我的脑海里.
我这么做对吗?
脚踏两条船?呵呵.
可怕.
没想到我是这样的人.
真的没想到.
我..







一切都是那么的遥远.
好遥远.
我们.
可以在一起吗?
可以.多久?

posted by Magdalene.Kong .

it is so unbelieveable.!
i actually BLOGGED.!

many things happened these days.
hmm..shall say is this MONTH.

came back from china abt 1 month ready.
i realised tat i am really.
sort of SPEECHLESS abt everything.

i think i still miss eu.!
how?..
shit..!

posted by Magdalene.Kong .

Saturday, July 11, 2009

i wonder wat i have been doing for these days..
it has been very tired and stress to me...
i think of euu almost everytime..
i cried so many times..
do you understand wat i want?
you understand wat and how i am thinking abt?
-BULLSHIT-

had a great day in school yesterday...
and after school went to laopo's house to do my JUNE HOLIDAY ART HOMEWORK!
hahaha..
had a great heart talk with her..
really.
i wanna thank CANDI,GERLDINE and COLIN.
thank eu for all your listening ears and attention...
i wonder if after coming back,my days without you guys...how will i continue my days?
i will SUPER DUBER down...

i tried hard to forget abt wat you have given to me..
i said all those words to euu after so much hesitatetion..
i gave myself so much courage to tell you wat i think of..
in the end.wat you said to me is not wat i thought of...
you really understand me?
i wonder..

should i thank eu or..

因为你,我快乐过..
因为你,我痛苦过..
因为你,我惊喜过..
因为你,我放弃过..
因为你,我迷茫过..
因为你,我迷失过..
因为你,我哭过.
因为你,我... ...

posted by Magdalene.Kong .

Thursday, July 9, 2009

currently at gerldine's house ..
will be doing my JUNE HOLIDAY ART HOMEWORK.!


that was so long ago...
we had our lunch and have already finished my JUNE HOLIDAY HOMEWORK.heheheheheh..
so ya.
tats ALL.








I AM LAZY TO POST.!

posted by Magdalene.Kong .

Sunday, July 5, 2009

I AM LAZY TO BLOG.
SHIT.
I DUN WANNA POST ANYTHING.



I AM DAMN LAZY TO THINK WAT HAPPENED IN THE DAY.!

I WANNA CLOSE MY BLOG.!



HAIZ..

posted by Magdalene.Kong .

Wednesday, May 27, 2009

多次来到这边就停笔,因为懒得打字..想不出要写点什么,今天跟你聊天了.所以就想写点东西..


老厷,這將會媞莪囙呿徔偂ゐ伱冩嘚蕞诟①篇ㄖ綕..
徔偂伱儍儍の笶,洇ゐ伱說想着莪佷快僦崾囙呿ㄋ,所苡僦笶ㄋ..
老厷伱ぬ儍,伱ぬ岢噯,伱ぬ讓莪擔吢,伱ぬ... ...
伱抓住ㄋ莪の吢.!恠學校のㄖ孒裡莪毎迗都想着伱,想着伱恠仠嘛,想着伱怎庅樣ㄋ,想着伱濄の媞俖ぬ.想着伱....埘埘刻刻都想着伱.

侞訡莪乜崾囙呿ㄋ,莪期待,莪盻望,莪唏望...
莪期待着與伱莧靣.
莪盻望着與伱恠①起.
莪唏望着莪們吥崾那庅快僦ㄡ忿開..

伱說,佷開吢洇ゐ莪崾囙呿.
伱說,岢媞丅靣那①佝僦媞ㄡ崾赱ㄋ..
媞,莪囙呿,莪僦會囙來.岢媞..岢媞媞吥媞恠囙呿の那段埘間裡,哏伱恠①起?哏伱享受着毎①秒?
臸尐莪囙呿ㄋ,臸尐莪們擁侑濄...対吧?

莪想問伱,
伱侑沒侑诟誨認识莪?
伱侑沒侑诟誨哏莪恠①起?
伱侑沒侑诟誨哏莪說濄那些話?
萁实伱幷沒侑ゐ莪做什庅,洇ゐ莪①直洇ゐ莪哏伱認识の那些籹の吥①樣.
洇ゐ莪沒侑咃們那庅ぬの皮肤,沒侑咃們那庅ぬの裑材,沒侑咃們那庅ぬの樣貌,沒侑咃們那庅ぬの......

侞淉哏莪恠①起,那吥僦媞哏①嗰啶埘炸彈恠①起①樣嗎?莪媞①嗰苌期恠外の籹玍..侕伱呢?
伱崾俅の媞姅侶,伱覺嘚莪岢苡嗎?
莪們這段感情眞の岢苡堅持菿蕞诟嗎?
莪囍歡伱,莪想伱...
岢媞伱倁檤嗎?

吥菅怎庅樣,這佽囙呿莪會ぬぬ紾惜伱..紾惜哏伱恠①起の埘刻..洇ゐ這①苆対莪來說 來徔吥易!

posted by Magdalene.Kong .

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

i didnt go to school yesterday and today..coz I AM SICK!
first,i began with haven throat infection...then i didnt go school in the morning..
then i woke up abt 10 plus.had lunch.but boh appetite so i ate abite only..at abt 11plus?my mum left home for her own stuff...she gt do sth...

then left with my aunt and i at home...had a nap but i felt damn hot and irritated..
then i realised tat i was having FEVER!sucks...
then i told my anuty abt it.she said if later still not feeling well.call my mum and let her noe..
OKAY>.<

then she left for work..then my temperature went higher and higher...wth..~
then the last time i measured was....37.8.....
NEARLY 38.1DEGREE...
so when my mum reached home,it was abt 4.30 plus?
i was suffering at home since NOON>>>
nehmind...forget it..

okay..then i went to see doctor,he gave me medicine...I BETTER EAT THEM ON TIME!IF NOT,I WILL SUFFER AGAIN!

ya...so i had fever until today...i was damn freaking tired..!but the worst thing is i cant fall asleep!shit man!WHY CANT I SLEEP!?

forget it,ithinkishouldsleepfromnowonwardssotatiwillhavemoreenergy!
i wonder wat are my classmates doing now....






ON MC FOR TWO DAYS..

posted by Magdalene.Kong .

Monday, May 18, 2009

posted by Magdalene.Kong .